a memorable goodbye~

Recently,my obviously had caught up attention from my friend,how stupid i was ?I attempts to control it but it proved futile.Yet,today,i did it ,i controlled myself just resemble as  a robot,i never talk a word to her in class,even my friends also barely.I have to admit that i fall in love to her,but i just want to have a distance with her.I wonder how embrassed between us if she know that i fall in love to her?I just want to tell her ,i love you,but how timid i was?What have i did it?I should continue talked to her instead of shut up?My heart keep on struggle all the time.When she walked and pass over me,my heart flutter rapidly,i just want to blurt out what in my mind,but i stopped myself and remained all silence in the class.i scared if i expressed my truth feeling,the possiblity of me and she will gradually decrease,until it stop.Fortunately,my friends,wong jenn nan ,look through what i  thought,he glance at my ashen face ,and persuade me to be a little bit aggressive ?I dont know,i felt dizzy .After that,i sat beside him,told him about the affinity in my heart.In order to recall my sprit,we did blow one own trumpet,gossip about someone,and talking about someone rumuor,my mood just came back,i became glad again.Just my mood came back,she joked at my friends,aatia,saying she love him so much and praised him was handsome as he was wearing a white hat.I stunned speechless although it was a funny joke.I asked myself did i envy or jealous?Yes?or no?Shortly,i became upset again until the bell rang,and i finally realized that it was  let out,i walked faintness,my area was totally enveloped in bleak darkness.I had my butterflies in my stomach.I keep on fidgeting without reason.Within myself,this was a big ordeal for me ,i could not handle it as possible i could.I walked down staircase and my tears  burst out suddenly but i bear it,it was fortunately or else this would be a hot topic in school,A men cried without reason?I increased my velocity,walked faster,and a hopes came to me.My friends,jenn nan encouraged me to say goodbye to her as today i did not even talked to her.Ultimately,i began to run to her direction,sauntered over her,and said goodbye to her.She reply me back,goodbye.A goodbye from my friends might not be so powerful,but her goodbye to me was valuable and entire of my power regain back,my spirit came back into my body.I feel a gargantuan resonance from her.I ran to basketball court and smile happily ever in my life.The moment was the best !!!!!!!!!!!

today

Today is a breezy day in my school,this area was enveloped in bleak darkness. A disgruntled wind ruffles my hair when i was walking to school,i shrank back,motionless.Suddenly,there was a person who sauntered pass me ,i lifted up my head and sniffed the musty air,glance the person who was just pass over me.A boy,he is a boy ,i peeled and gaze him for a few second, he was so familiar to me.Was him the person i sought?i thought yes,but i was tentatively,i tried to follow him instead of chat with him.On the spur of moment,he turned back his head,looked at me with suspicious eye,i was shocked and slithered.I slumped down on the floor and and my butt had a searing pain.He walked to me ,with a pair of muscular hands,he pulled me up again.He  talked to me  whereas i  talked to him at the same time,this was quite embrassed.Despite of this,i blurted out what in my mind.He was suprised and explained that he did not meet me before,i stunned,he might be forget me?I dont know,a lot of question mark came into my mind.After that,he walked in school immediately because of the bell rang.I have heaved sighs of relief.Then,i ran in school,and into my class,sat down,and had affinity in my heart.